Suffering From Mental Ilness
Jul. 5th, 2017 09:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shinichi_89Lately I've been very busy with my work. And recently I've read things about mental illness. I think I have mental illness because the post effect from bullying. When I'm at secondary school, I am one of bully victim. Since that time, I always alone. Doing everything alone. I'm not tell my family about this because at that time I don't know what to do. I just keep quiet until when I at university take degree. At that time, my mom say why I don't tell her about this. I don't know what to answer.
The effect of bullying become worst when I'm working. I get stress because of so many work and I feel I'm not appreciate by my manager and other coworker. I tell my mom my recent situation but what she answer, very disappoint me. I think that they don't feel it so they don't know the suffering I feel everyday. Sometimes I feel that the world does not need me any more. Sometimes I think about suicide but I can control my feeling for now. I only tell this situation to my only one best friend because before this she have some experience about suicide but she have overcome from this. I feel a little bit relief when she gave me advice.
So moral of this situation. If you have mental illness, go to the right people. Don't tell people who don't know anything about you've suffer everyday. It will make even worst.
The effect of bullying become worst when I'm working. I get stress because of so many work and I feel I'm not appreciate by my manager and other coworker. I tell my mom my recent situation but what she answer, very disappoint me. I think that they don't feel it so they don't know the suffering I feel everyday. Sometimes I feel that the world does not need me any more. Sometimes I think about suicide but I can control my feeling for now. I only tell this situation to my only one best friend because before this she have some experience about suicide but she have overcome from this. I feel a little bit relief when she gave me advice.
So moral of this situation. If you have mental illness, go to the right people. Don't tell people who don't know anything about you've suffer everyday. It will make even worst.
